Make it count.

So, ITT result is out. Is in my mailbox resting. Feeling quite puzzle because I could only answered 3 questions. Blame the lecturer for not giving us the right focus points. So, when I was bathing many thoughts just cross my mind. But those thoughts is not that important, what’s important is the impact that makes me want to trust God freely again.

When it comes to receiving my results, I know i need a 2hours prayer meet with God. But thankful because G reminded me that He will fight for me and I only need to be still.

For the worth of this world is a burned paper, that World, that Place is where I need to be focusing on at.

 

More of You.

If I can live without answers, I don’t need answers. If I can live without answers yet feeling that pain, I know I need Your love to pull me through.

I don’t understand but I will tell myself You alone is enough.

 

Amazing how you take my breath away.

Let’s open a bottle and keep them inside, if we have too much to say.

One day, I will know the answer. No, not now. Just not now. Let me not question You over the same question but to learn to obey. Even if the train isn’t going to move, I will move. There are so much more that are waiting for me to do… Come on, no rooms for this.

 

Hanging on real tight.

 

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Where faith can move mountains.

There’s a running track in everyone’s life and there are runners in there. Some of the runners may be having negative thoughts, some positive. 

If that door is going to open, it will open. I don’t know what to do now, either do I want to follow the flow. But if that’s Your will and what You planned, then open, I will wait. Uncertainties strikes, But I shall wait for Your ways are higher than mine. 

 

 

Always on time.

God always on time, never too late or early. He’s always on time. 

Today’s devotion and a video that i watched is what I’m going to say tomorrow. Coincident? I would say, He’s reminding me that He’s going to be on time.  

Is all part of Your plan. Thank You God for assuring me. 

 

Middle of the night.

A secret that we secretly know. And secretly afraid of revealing. The story of the secret thatgoes like this, it is secret. Therefore, there isn’t a storyline.

 

Secretly a secret.

Finally, finally I’m here to say my word. Just watched a chinese movie, as usual too much food for thought. But this is a different kind of thought. Today, i read 2 or 3 chapters of a new book i bought yesterday. Of all the words, of all the sentence what really catch my attention is about God’s love. You can’t give when you haven’t received. Is like, duh I know. But many times, we tried so hard to love people that’s because we didn’t receive His love enough. we didn’t ask.

Someone can totally fall in love with you, someone can promise you that the love will last, but you know, someone can walk away as well? But God will never walk away from your door, God will never break His promises, and God loves you unconditionally. 

God often test me this particular area in my life, He let me know how lousy can my love be towards anyone else in this world. That my love for my friends are so condition, that my love for someone is base on the looks. This part of me choose to look for something else something that can satisfy my soul, but another part of me will choose to be faithful to you before i can be faithful to anyone else. We can never find someone that can satisfied us, never. Because we are made for more than this. 

 

 

Taxi Driver.

As usual, service is good because God was there. To be honest, I have never ask myself why do i go to church and this question never pop up in my mind despite where I’m going. But i thought it was a timely time for me to ask myself why do I go church? I don’t want to go for the wrong motive, I don’t want to go there without knowing that God is there at my seat waiting for me, I don’t want it to be routine. So, just why do I go to church? I don’t go church because I know that God loves me, I don’t go church because I know Jesus died for me. The reason why i go church because I know no one can satisfies my soul like how Jesus can and I know who I belong to. 

The cross can bear so much meaning, but behind the cross there was this Man that I know will go through miles for us even if there isn’t a cross. But what does the Cross mean to us? Some know the cross, some heard about the cross, some chose to deny the cross and some refused to believe the cross. So when I was on the way home in the taxi with a few friends, we all know taxi drivers like to talk. And there, this driver just talk about the path that we choose ahead of us, he say he know Christ but he isn’t a believer. The way he speak he’s quite confused about this whole Cross thing because of the people around him. He knew about this God, yet he chose not to accept Him. Puzzle as I am, I concluded my thoughts with just a simple sentence, “Jesus loves you.” I know this is a no brainier answer but, with this 3 words that points at you… doesn’t this makes you feel that you are important to someone? Because the truth is, you are and that, Jesus loves you. Never doubt about this truth. And I thank God for His love that pour out so unconditionally.